looking for love

After one full month of tears I am starting to think that maybe he will never be back.Will I be alone here forever? Will I find someone like him that can be passionate, loving, full of love for Real and Sl? I know is not easy..but I will start my search for Mr.X...
No, Hachronn..is not you.You are a good friend but I need someone that can surprise me,make me laugh and blush, take me around Sl to show me all its beauty.
Grab my hand Mr X and take me to a wild desert beach and show me how sweet is love under the moon...I don't want to plan love, love must catch me and squeeze my heart so sweetly.
I will probably never find someone like H again but I want to try.
Wish me luck!

OMG Santa is not like he used to be..

look what he did to me!! ohh better check my chimney...

life goes on?

After one month of crying and depression,I'm trying to make my life here better...I have some awesome friends and one particular one has always been near me listening to my whinings and wiping my tears.
Thank you for being who you are,so patient,sweet and understanding, you are a treasure and I'm happy that you are here now!

I'm walking around my land and crying...he is in hospital after a severe surgery and what's worse, he suffers from amnesia after sepsi invaded his body.He does'nt even recognize his daughter, his old time friends( one of them mentioned Sl and he said'what is SL??')...who knows if he remembers my name?
I'm so scared...will he be back? Will he be the same? Can you teach someone to love you again?
All these questions hurt my brain,my eyes burns from tears and no sleep...Every corner brings back to my mind nice memories and more tears.

Sunday bloody Sunday

I'm here in my beautiful house and feeling miserable...why? My lover didn't come, didn't send a message, missing from both worlds...
Is it possible to suffer in Paradise? YES.How thin is the border betwen the two worlds? Almost invisible...I love in both and I suffer in both...maybe because i love the person behind the avie.
What is your experience? Do you feel your pixel heart beating faster and bleeding? Can you separate your real one from your virtual one? I tried and failed...

why Paradise?

Paradise is my land in SL..is truly a paradise: green , tropical, palms and a blue clear sea...here I live and love, dream and share my thoughts with my friends and with i dare to call my love...
You will follow my dreams, won't you?