Sunday bloody Sunday

I'm here in my beautiful house and feeling miserable...why? My lover didn't come, didn't send a message, missing from both worlds...
Is it possible to suffer in Paradise? YES.How thin is the border betwen the two worlds? Almost invisible...I love in both and I suffer in both...maybe because i love the person behind the avie.
What is your experience? Do you feel your pixel heart beating faster and bleeding? Can you separate your real one from your virtual one? I tried and failed...